Limbo!

Think that I have now hit that state known as limbo ( I have died yet for the hopeful!). At the moment I have no firm plans when to leave but am also unsure of how long I will stay. Went on the first on my leaving dos on Friday at The Mulberry Tree in the High Street Llandaff with the staff from Busy Bees. I was given a beautiful watch as a leaving present for which I am very grateful. Yet although I was told to take it easy and to enjoy this period I am finding it increasingly wearing. The interegnum in Careau with Ely provided many interesting challenges but I feel at the moment that everything is a bit without shape or structure and short term. This seems to have led to a strange sense of apathy and tiredness. However although I have absolutely no regrets about moving on (it is more than overdue) I still feel a strange sense of grief for what I leave behind. Limbo indeed!